Inside This Storm !

Looking up at the sky,

And the raindrops mirror the tears that I cry,

And I know I probably shouldn't feel this way,

But hey I don't know what I can say,

The truth always comes out eventually,

Just like every thunder cloud breaks eventually..

And God I'm sorry, I know that you love me,

And that this depression is no good for me,

But right now I feel like its raining down,

And if I hear one more person tell me to turn that frown upside down..

I'm sorry if I'm letting you down,

And I know I should stop wallowing in this self pity,

But the screams are louder than this pity party,

And I've tried and I've tried, just as I've cried and I've cried,

I'm sick of trying to hide these feelings inside,

Besides I'm starting to drown in the tears of a clown..

I can't take this downpour anymore,

I'm desperate to find shelter from the storm,

But the harder I look the harder to find,

I feel like I'm losing my mind,

Lord help me, I'm drenched through,

And the only one who can save me is you!

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